Ok, let me warn you guys first...It’s going to be a LOOOONNGGG story.
First of all, HOW did I get to know this job?
Well, last year, I was working as an au pair which I very much enjoyed it. (will tell you more in my next post) However, my friends got this cleaning job in University of Kent, Canterbury (UKC) whereby they needed like 200 casual workers every summer. The pay is quite attractive as well. We are paid £6.82 an hour. We are required to work 6 hours a day as stipulated on the advertisement as well as the contract and if we are lucky, we might even get more hours if they needed people to work overtime. Thus, since last year, I wanted to get this job badly (I mean it, you will see why in a short while...). I told my friends to tell me about it once it is out because with this job, I could earn a lot of money. A LOT of ££££ means more travelling! Everybody says YEAY!*echos* or perhaps more shopping. *BOOOOHHH* Thus, I was looking forward for this job. Every now and then, I would check with my friends when will the job advertisement be out. The replies I got were, When it’s out we will tell you...or Yea, in a few months time.. usually they will post it like 2 months before the summer which is in April. After awhile, I just left it as it is. I didn’t bother my friends with the same question anymore. April at that time was Spring break aka Easter holiday. We had one month off. *jumps for joy* I travelled to Italy for 10 days with my friends (My childhood friends, Su Yen and Suz). Well, of course that got me excited because I never imagined that we would be travelling together to ITALY!!! OK, back to the story, so I enjoyed my trip and when I got back..the whole nightmare started!
Ivon (my housemate) casually asked me, ‘Eh Nancie, have you gotten any reply from UKC coz I haven’t got mine yet? Probably didn’t get selected kowt....’
I paused for awhile and repeated her question in my head. I bombarded her with so many questions, ‘What do you mean?What UKC? HUH???You mean that cleaning job?I didn’t apply!!!OUT already???How come no one told me??When was it out??How to apply??When did you all apply??I thought I told you all to tell me when it’s out??How come no one told me about it???’
As you can see...I went hysterical...=S
Well, I was really frustrated..I was imagining my money flying away and my plans on travelling is now flying out of the window!!Seriously...I felt like crying...Nearly fell into depression..For the whole day I was down. My whole world felt like it’s crumbling...like biscuits..well, I’m not being dramatic here..It’s true..That is how I felt at that point of time...
Ivon responded, ‘Err...it was out like one week ago and Haikal (our coursemate) posted it on Facebook in Malaysian Society page..We thought you saw it because it was posted there and you were able to go online in Italy...So we thought you saw it.’
My reply in defense, ‘No, I didn’t...I have not been in to Malaysian Society for quite sometime already and in fact I stop going there because alot of the things posted there were not related to me..So I ‘malas’ want to go to that page!!’
I know,serve me right, right??Oh well...I felt so upset and betrayed. Just because my friends did not tell me and assumed I knew about it...But it was my fault too because I should not have taken that page for granted. I eventually learnt my lesson and starting from then on, I will go to the page occasionally to check for updates.
That whole incident distracted me for a couple of days (well, to be exact was weeks!!)I can’t help myself but to think of the job that I wanted so badly since last year and the opportunity just passed me by like that. I felt so down...
I tried everything..like looking for other jobs and browsing through the sites for more jobs..I had a few but I was still very unhappy about not getting the cleaning job as that job provided me with the most money! I reminded myself of this verse, Jeramiah 29:11 - For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
With this verse in mind, I keep convincing (psycho) myself that everything will be alright. If God closes this door, He will definitely open other doors for me or perhaps a tiny window.=) So don’t give up hope. He did give me a few job offers in between and I thought to myself, See, God will never forsake you..Keep trusting in Him and He will definitely provide you a job. There is only 3 ways He answers our prayers:
- to give us straight away what we want
- to wait for Him because it is not time yet for Him to give us
- if He doesn’t give what we want, that’s because He has something much better than what we wanted.
Thus with that I waited...although I had a couple of job offers, my mind was still on the cleaning job. A few weeks passed and my housemates got their replies.. They were all positive replies. I would be lying if I’d say I was happy for them. Well, I felt terribly sour because I wanted that job soo badly. To avoid me from thinking about that job too much, I went for a nap. That could only stop me from thinking just for a few hours but at least when I got up, I felt better.
Deep down inside me, I still had not given up hope for this job! I emailed Lip Vi (my coursemate) to ask him if he has the lady’s email whom I can email and ask if there are still vacancy available. I emailed her saying that I am having financial difficulty and I need a job badly and etc. to just make it sound convincing hoping that I would get the job. I was that desperate! Seriously...After clicking the ‘Send’ button, I prayed to God, ‘PLEASEEEEE give me a reply tomorrow and make it a positive one!!!PLEASEEEE’
The next morning, I woke up..the first thing I did was to check my email...no reply yet...afternoon, I checked my email again....no reply...evening..no reply...I didn’t feel down because I wasn’t putting high hopes on getting the job. The next day I saw in my inbox, an email from UKC! I quickly open the email just to disappoint me.
The reply was:
I’m sorry but you applied after the closing date and it’s too late. I’m sorry I can’t help you.
Regards,
Kent Hospitality
I was like...Oh well...that’s it!!No point putting hope on this cleaning job anymore. It’s like Survivor when Jeff say, ‘The tribe has spoken’, which means, it’s final...Basically I can give up and put an end to the hope I was putting all these while...
Days passed, and weeks passed, I was still searching high and low for a proper job...everytime I fail to do that, I would think back to the cleaning job. I guess, I have not really got over that job.
You readers, wait for the interesting part, the epic part of the story has yet to reveal itself! I’ve warned you this post is going to be LONGGG!!!!Don’t say I never warn you!
SIT there! Don’t move! Continue reading!...
A few weeks after all those drama, finally, ONE FINE AFTERNOON, out of nowhere, I got an email..Guess who?!!who?? *drum rolls*
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You are right!!It’s from Kent Hospitality. This time they sent me an email saying that I’ve got the job!!!!!They found a vacancy for me!!!!OMG!!!FINALLY!!!all my effort of waiting and trusting Him has been paid off!!!!!!Well, from the beginning, you can see from what I’ve written, I have not fully trust God 100%..This is because I have been looking high and low for jobs and if I were to trust God, I would just let things be and let Him lead me..
In any case, I was so excited that I jumped and screamed and immediately went over to my friend’s room to tell her (Seetal, friend, ex-roommate, housemate, ex-classmate, coursemate)!!!
And that’s HOW I got my job!
Lesson of the day:
- Always trust God even when your heart refuse to..Just hang on tight and psycho yourself to trust Him...That’s what I did...LOLS! it worked didn’t it??=P
- Never give up and persevere in whatever you are doing.=)
Sorry to bore you guys with my so ever dramatic story....=) Thanks for reading!
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